24-11-2002 10:28									#91
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The name of the movie is "Waking Life". It is done in a strange style where real life motion picture is "cartoonized" which is the best way I can explain it.

It mentioned the unreadable numbers on the clock thing.

I'd recommend it to any dream philosopher for sure.

Reaching lucidity gives me a somewhat dizzy feeling and a ringing in my ears.

I really can't do it anymore, because I fear the consequences. I played with it for a while and really ended up freaking myself out. A feeling like if I don't snap out of it right away and wake up, I'll die.

I remember while experimenting with it thinking I may have tapped into some unknown power, but then I thought I was causing myself to have flashbacks. So I quit.

	06-12-2002 10:32									#92
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fear of death? i just feel omnipotent when i do it. As for death, once i couldnt entirely control my dreams (often u dont have 100% control, u learn to live wit it, or more correctly dream wit it) and i fell off a building. I didnt die and i was lying there trying to contemplate the fact that i just fell and my heart was pounding... i was dumbfounded and i woke up. felt like i just woke up from a nightmare cause my heart was going crazy but i wasnt scared or anything. it all happened so sudden.