28-10-2003 23:18									#1
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In the past four years of my life, I have been gripped with troubles... ranging from my short temper to conflict over my sexual orientation. I thought I was improving in the last year... but the real improvement has been just in the past two months. I attended a "Model for Pride" conference with other LGBT youth my age... and made a few new friends. Considering I was literally shy as hell when I got there (trembling in my shoes as I never attended such a conference).... I didn't know how I would do... there were hundreds of people there.

I just wanted to say to you all... I do appreciate whatever patience you had for me...

This does not mean I am changing my politics (don't get your hopes up)... just that I want to say I am getting better in self control and am smiling a lot more these days. I am no longer giving my self crap about who I am.

Even though I may appear like an rude P.O.S sometimes here... don't take it heart. I am not like that in real life.

	28-10-2003 23:26									#2
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Good to hear, Fez.

Remember, just because some here are jackasses, they have the right to be.

	28-10-2003 23:36									#3
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Nice to hear from you.

I always hoped you'll cool down eventually

	28-10-2003 23:46									#4
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Nice one Fez!

Anger is good if you can control it... mental adrenaline.

	28-10-2003 23:51									#5
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online, appearances can be everything. that's all one has to go on.

glad that you're not as loud these days.

	29-10-2003 00:01									#6
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Sounds good, Fez. Well done on getting this far and good luck for the future.

	29-10-2003 00:06									#7
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From:
Reflections Of My Life
by Marmalade

"The changing of sunlight to moonlight
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes
The greetings of people in trouble
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes"

	29-10-2003 00:26									#8
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That's good to hear, Fez

	29-10-2003 00:30									#9
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So whats with the explanation? You on some pills now to control your "outbreaks''? Joking.
Anyways, as long as what you say makes sense it's fine with me. Just stick to your story and stop twisting it around to appear to stay on track. Not a put down, just some advice.

Spec.

	29-10-2003 00:53									#10
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This is a lie.
Fez will piss someone off soon enough and we'll be back to throwing people out of helicopters....ah, the good ol' days

Last edited by Japher on 29-10-2003 at 01:00

	29-10-2003 00:58									#11
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Nice try, Fez.

(just joking)

	29-10-2003 01:01									#12
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If I took **** the hard way, I'd be a very unhappy person. I rarely take offence, and I don't think many people here do so often. I can be annoyed, but that's something different.

As I already said, I like the new Fez. The new Fez seems to be a great guy.

	29-10-2003 01:04									#13
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Fez is the new Spiffor!

	29-10-2003 01:06									#14
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I've liked all the Fez's

I can't recall a time I have honestly been offended by anything anyone has said here... Well, except for stuff Sava says... where is he? and Boris vanished too... Fez takes off for a month or two, but he always comes back, says he's reformed, and then, within a week, is back to the same ol' sheit...

	29-10-2003 01:07									#15
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I dont like Fez.....sorry to say. I cant help it, fake people just get on my nerves. Wannabe people get on my nerves to. IMO, Fez is in both these categories.

Stop looking for your self and be your self, dont change everynow and then...just be true.

Spec.

	29-10-2003 01:07									#16
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Yeah where did Boris go?

	29-10-2003 01:08									#17
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Well done Spec, that's real big of you.

	29-10-2003 01:09									#18
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The last time I said "Boris" he turned up, said something about a job, and vanished... Sad, really, all the music threads miss out on any 'semplence of class.

	29-10-2003 01:09									#19
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quote: Originally posted by FrustratedPoet Well done Spec, that's real big of you.

How? Is there a problem with me stating what I think?

SPec.

	29-10-2003 02:43									#20
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quote: Originally posted by Japher This is a lie. Fez will piss someone off soon enough and we'll be back to throwing people out of helicopters....ah, the good ol' days

Hey me wanting to take helicopter lessons will have no impact on this thread.

Seriously I don't... I went in a helicopter once... I came out puking.

Japher, yeah I may be the same stubborn person. But if you got a chance to know me in real life you would see this is not the case. Everybody who knows me says I am a sweet guy... and I am not as abusive to liberals in real life as I am here.

I am not a wannabe person. I am just a human being. I put myself through a lot of **** in the last four years.... you know... starting off with the denials of the thread where I slept with a guy... which I am sure all of you remember. That guy actually turned out to be my boyfriend but I didn't know how to tell here.

I think it was a new experience that has changed me. In particular that conference I went to.

	29-10-2003 02:47									#21
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quote: Fez is the new Spiffor!

	29-10-2003 03:51									#22
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quote: Originally posted by SlowwHand Good to hear, Fez. Remember, just because some here are jackasses, they have the right to be.

How many times do I have to say this -- if you're going to say I'm a jackass, I prefer MISTER Jackass.

	29-10-2003 04:25									#23
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Just as I promised... keep in mind I didn't have this hair style for too long...

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	29-10-2003 04:47									#24
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..............

	29-10-2003 04:49									#25
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I gotta get to class... I hope that photo isn't bad... but you all haven't seen me in a long time....

Where is redfern?

	29-10-2003 05:03									#26
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redfern hasn't been here for a long time.

You look much healthier in that pic than you did in most of your older ones. On the other hand maybe it's just better lit.

	29-10-2003 05:05									#27
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He doesn't look as tired or annoyed...

	29-10-2003 05:26									#28
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Fez: You rule!!

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Agreed. Fez, you definately look happier than in your past pictures.

	29-10-2003 21:58									#30
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He seems to be happier, that's true. That is what scares me the most.