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I made my quick 5 second analysis for free for you only, because that's the caliber of a man I am. The free part, not the 5 seconds part. |
 
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But what happens is, when you do get out, you have instant feel good for a while, but it fades away, just like great blow. You realize, that the new environment is better, but it didn't turn out the way you wanted to. |
I know this will happen already. I dont even want to move to New Mexico, I want to move to Anchorage. My plan is to go down there get a job and go from there. Just take it a step at a time.
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Why do you think they don't just say that to every depressed person, 'Cheer up! You thought life was going to be fun? Your life sucks? JOIN THE ****ING CLUB!'. |
Why do you think I ***** about this stuff online and not IRL? There are a lot of people worse off than myself, including all of my friends up here.
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You need to ask yourself, if you would never be able to go, what would you do, and more importantly how would you come in terms with it? |
I would keep looking for a job and go find myself a woman to impregnate. Then I would spend the rest of my life updating 'Poly on my childs progress instead of my own. 
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If you are bored out of your mind, this is THE perfect situation for getting huge.
Eat, lift, eat, sleep. |
Tried that already, its like tossing food into a black hole, I dont grow. 
Thats why Im doing body-weight exercises now instead, if I cant move the mountain I will find a way through it/over it/around it. 
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21-03-2005 02:23
ACK!
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