10-02-2003 05:40									#1
	A nice gay (& straight) chat. Suffering from ads?

For once, I never get to talk to other gay people on this forum they ignore me most of the time... I'm the outcast (of course I am everywhere else and for every other reason, but still). I just want a good friendly chat, I feel like I am totally left out of the community (perhaps for good reason?)

I've had a boyfriend now for a year and a half (how he can tolerate me is beyond me)... he posted here as Poisen Flower, but you all mistreated him so he won't come back, besides his opinion of the people here is quite negative, might even offend a lot of you.

I guess I'm still bisexual, though I've never been with a girl or pushed for it. I think all of their traits up until their vagina are sexually attractive. Still a hot guy will sexually attract me way more than a hot girl. I label myself as gay, some people don't like me doing that... but as I don't ever plan to be with a girl unless a guy really hurts me to the point that I can't stand them anymore I don't see what the problem is with my termonology. I think the label bi just makes me drawn further away from the community. I give off both male and female pheremones... but my behavior generally doesn't register on many people's gaydar at all. And I always have an extremely hostile standoffish facial expression and stance.

Some people would say that I am crazy as I suffer from some diagnosed pretty serious disorders, but really I'm more eccentric then anything else. I'm nice to people if they are nice to me first.

I'm really not such a bad guy, I dunno why people can dislike me so much. I've got issues, I deal with them, so no one gets hurt, just some disruption. I'm weird, but is that any reason to be hostile or avoid me? (eh Orange?)

And I have a great sense of humor, sometimes quite twisted. When I laugh is about the only time I smile though. I'm really not to say fearful of people, but I've been mistreated so much that I'd rather pick and choose who I interact with.

My biggest fault is probably my anger management, it is not really good, and I can blow up quite easily. I don't mean to, but it just happens.

Another poster with a temper is Fez (Giancarlo)... he manages his anger differently and is liable to stop talking to some one when he gets angry. It is hard for me to talk to him, my views often conflict with his, and we end up in arguements. He hasn't come online in days ever since I linked him to my Anti-Bush document. His father is in government, so he takes and criticism of the goverment quite personally. I miss talking to him, we share interests, even though we are about at each others throats if we get into a debate. He got banned but he is so mad that I don't think he even lurks here on Apolyton anymore. It is very interesting to read things from unusual perspectives, so its quite a shame. I did have a thing for him, it just didn't work out (for many reasons).

My boyfriend is a socialist so often we get into arguements about certain things, but always civily. He is very patient, I don't think he could stand me if he wasn't. I'm much indebted to him. When I needed someone the most, when I had no one, he was there for me, and he stuck through the worst that I went through with me. He's fallen on bad times himself, so things have kinda reversed. I just hope it continues to work out, because sometimes it seem clear that it won't.

I'm interested in other Apolytoners relationships, cause I don't hear much about them. I like viewing you'll as people rather than just written statements contradicting each others. I'll tend to be nicer if I see you as people rather than objects.

I'm sorry if my threatening ever hurts anyone's feelings or upsets them, most of the time I don't mean it, it just comes kind of naturally to me.

Anyway I wanna chat, a bit layed back please, you'll have plenty of other occasions to talk to the raving lunatic hell bent on destroying the universe....

	10-02-2003 05:42									#2
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I was under the impression that Poison Flower was your DL that you created to argue with. That's why when your account was "hacked" Poison Flower didn't notice the difference.

	10-02-2003 05:45									#3
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Nope, he is a real person, my roommate.

	10-02-2003 05:46									#4
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EDIT: Ok, this has turned into spam. Lock and few bans would be in order, wouldn't they?

Last edited by VJ on 10-02-2003 at 06:53

	10-02-2003 05:47									#5
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It just a chat... besides the javachat is broken, so they better make an exception.

	10-02-2003 05:48									#6
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quote: Originally posted by Tuomerehu Club-threads are generally not accepted... and if this isn't a club-thread, this is a spam-thread... but I think that Ming may make an exception, if this doesn't turn into one-line post's...

Are you a spokesman for Ming?

	10-02-2003 05:50									#7
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I don't understand why they don't accept one line posts... sometimes a lot more can be said by a one line post then by a 12 page article. And there is not post count for this forum, so there is no incentive to spam. Why limit fun on a gaming forum anyway, doesn't that seem hypocritical?

	10-02-2003 05:53									#8
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I don't see why MarkG and DanQ want this place run by mean ass puritans (at least some of the time), I have no idea where that comes from.

	10-02-2003 05:55									#9
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Anyone remember the Coffee shop threads, those are nice sometimes (in moderation).

	10-02-2003 05:56									#10
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Ah, here's that old thread, where you allude to the fact that poison_flower gave you a cornholing so intense that you needed stitches. You later claimed that your account had been hacked or something. Classic stuff.

	10-02-2003 05:57									#11
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cool my old username, I miss it so much.

	10-02-2003 05:58									#12
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I'm really sorry for what I did, I'd do almost anything to get that user name back... hell I'd send MarkG and DanQ a check for 100 dollars each if that would do it.....

	10-02-2003 05:59									#13
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I'm not sure whether pity is required?

	10-02-2003 06:01									#14
	Get a bigger avatar today!

You could send me a check for 100 dollars. I'll see what I can do.

	10-02-2003 06:05									#16
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I broke the rules true, but I really didn't do so in rational mind, I would change me behavior even to make up for it. They just won't tell me what I'd have to do......

I mean it has been more than a year since I was banned, a year!! That is a hella of a long time in Apolyton time......

	10-02-2003 06:09									#17
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I'm trying to coax PF to come back, but perhaps if some of you would say something really nice to him and recognize him as an independent person he might be convinced to.

	10-02-2003 06:11									#18
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quote: Originally posted by Thorn I'm trying to coax PF to come back, but perhaps if some of you would say something really nice to him and recognize him as an independent person he might be convinced to.

If he wants to come back, he can, but it'd be more interesting for you to create a better DL.

	10-02-2003 06:14									#19
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Not very many people come to my threads, am I on universally some people's ignore list or something?

	10-02-2003 06:15									#20
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Give your new DL a penchant for bukkake. That's the ticket.

	10-02-2003 06:17									#21
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Yeah, but please please please don't post pictures of it. Ewwwww.

	10-02-2003 06:18									#22
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I've never understood oral sex with a women, it sounds about as nasty as licking another persons ass.

	10-02-2003 06:19									#23
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I have no idea where that came from, but hey, whatever floats your boat.

	10-02-2003 06:20									#24
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quote: I've never understood oral sex with a women, it sounds about as nasty as licking another persons ass.

Yeah, but what if you want oral sex from her? What's the best way to ensure you get some?

	10-02-2003 06:21									#25
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yeah but oral sex with a guy is just like sucking a finger... there is no nasty milldew fungi stuff that smells...

	10-02-2003 06:23									#26
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quote: Originally posted by Thorn there is no nasty milldew fungi stuff that smells...

If you're lucky.

Smegma.

	10-02-2003 06:24									#27
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I hope I don't inadvertedly get this topic banned, but hell we are all adults... at least most of us.

	10-02-2003 06:25									#28
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quote: Are you a spokesman for Ming?

Yeah, a bit arrogant post, but I ment it more like as a suggestion for Ming & other mods.
I don't think that this topic should be closed.

quote: at least most of us.

I'm not

	10-02-2003 06:29									#29
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Well if you are underage avoid a thread that has gay in the title it's common sense, even though I don't think it is right to keep people sheltered from something that is natural.

	10-02-2003 06:30									#30
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quote: Originally posted by loinburger Give your new DL a penchant for bukkake. That's the ticket.

It's posts like that... that make me never want to come back.

Some of you act like cynical snobs, and some of you act like infantile morons (For justification of this statement see quote above).