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Provost Harrison
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The farce is strong with this one.
Feb 2000 time: 05:22
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How am I supposed to work on my interview technique when I am still waiting for feedback from the interviewers? I mean, I have been really trying to get a job. I have this job temporarily, but it is amazing if I get an interview, let alone getting a job. This present one is just agency work and they didn't interview me as such. Just as well I suppose.
I am just scared by having to go through the same crap I have had in the last 8 months before this position came up. It was demoralising. My confidence is already crushed, to find out I will be out of my arse again in a matter of weeks doesn't help. Seeming to do well in an interview and doing your best but still failing really knocks you. I just don't seem to be able to compete, and you really do ask yourself 'Why am I bothering?' when all you get is it thrown back in your face. I've tried to make all the right decisions, I have had a good degree, I have research experience and work experience, but still, it never seems to be enough, I never seem to be good enough. This is really, really making my life hell. I had a panic attack last night over this and I really don't think I can go back on the dole for that length of time without topping myself...seriously. Things just seem so bleak and so hopeless, especially when I see how my friends are doing, and how everyone plays me up to be this 'genius' and so capable and so brilliant. I feel like a thorough failure, so believe me, it seems very hard to implement this advice when you feel you are losing the will to live...
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