27-06-2004 06:25									#151
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Oh, how should we state this...? You lack social skills???
I'll be nice and not say a word. Let's leave it at the part on which you were readily out of bounds and I don't have the inclination to educate you on how to treat people.

oh...and I was joking earlier.

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	27-06-2004 07:23									#152
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quote: You lack social skills???

Well, what else can you say about a guy who accused another male (who is married to an African-American) of being a racist?

	27-06-2004 10:00									#154
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That's about all one can say, isn't it?

	27-06-2004 10:35									#155
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pretty much.

	27-06-2004 10:42									#156
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quote: Originally posted by LTEC! Am I whatttt? Saw Frida. I own the soundtrack. Thought it was a pretty cool movie. Rating? 4 stars.

Oh, don't be coy,



Yes, I enjoyed it very much too. Great performances from Salam Hayek and Al Molina.

Do you like the original Addams Family television series?

It has always made me laugh, and I love how it used to skirt at the edge of risqueness.

Now- what's your favourite cup of coffee or blend, if you have one?

	27-06-2004 11:01									#157
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yep

	27-06-2004 12:21									#158
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every night, i cry myself to sleep because i'm scared of the very real torment that i will be alone. i have so much love in my heart and it never gets exhausted no matter how much i give yet i have never received love from anyone. occasional brief glimmers for me to know what i am missing but nothing more. it's like my heart is an incomplete kiss... it's empty but with the taste of some sweetness

i'm the kind of guy to give a girl flowers just because its wednesday... just to celebrate every moment our souls, if not our physical bodies, are together. i write poetry though the english language lacks the vocabulary to properly describe the art of a woman... the music in her movement, the poetry in her laugh, the art in her voice... i sketch but neither is that the complete medium... i'm an alright baritone and with some practice, i could serenade my beautiful angel with songs i wrote myself... i just want to transcend the physical and have my soul, mind, and heart linked with my love through our love.

isnt that woman want? Isnt that what every idealized man in literature and romance novels is? i'm sorry i'm not good looking. i'm so very sorry i can not somehow have a face and body that is beautiful but those are things outside of my control. the things that i can control, i try to shape into the image of the perfect man who is loved but i always fail. why cant my effort just be enough but i guess i have to keep trying...

people here hate me for various reasons but yall have no concept of me, only angry murmurs posted on here. i'm a lonely and sad piece of a man, scared to death that i will die before i find my angel.

life with someone loving you is a life to be celebrated... it gives something to live for. if i cant have something to live for, i suppose i had better find something to die for...

	27-06-2004 12:33									#159
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quote: Originally posted by molly bloom Oh, don't be coy, Yes, I enjoyed it very much too. Great performances from Salam Hayek and Al Molina. Do you like the original Addams Family television series? It has always made me laugh, and I love how it used to skirt at the edge of risqueness. Now- what's your favourite cup of coffee or blend, if you have one?

I liked the Addams Family, yes. I don't watch reruns though.

Cup of coffee would be french vanilla or a milky capuccino. Although I haven't had coffee in years, since it triggers migraines on me.

	27-06-2004 12:36									#160
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quote: Originally posted by Albert Speer every night, i cry myself to sleep because i'm scared of the very real torment that i will be alone. i have so much love in my heart and it never gets exhausted no matter how much i give yet i have never received love from anyone. occasional brief glimmers for me to know what i am missing but nothing more. it's like my heart is an incomplete kiss... it's empty but with the taste of some sweetness i'm the kind of guy to give a girl flowers just because its wednesday... just to celebrate every moment our souls, if not our physical bodies, are together. i write poetry though the english language lacks the vocabulary to properly describe the art of a woman... the music in her movement, the poetry in her laugh, the art in her voice... i sketch but neither is that the complete medium... i'm an alright baritone and with some practice, i could serenade my beautiful angel with songs i wrote myself... i just want to transcend the physical and have my soul, mind, and heart linked with my love through our love. isnt that woman want? Isnt that what every idealized man in literature and romance novels is? i'm sorry i'm not good looking. i'm so very sorry i can not somehow have a face and body that is beautiful but those are things outside of my control. the things that i can control, i try to shape into the image of the perfect man who is loved but i always fail. why cant my effort just be enough but i guess i have to keep trying... people here hate me for various reasons but yall have no concept of me, only angry murmurs posted on here. i'm a lonely and sad piece of a man, scared to death that i will die before i find my angel. life with someone loving you is a life to be celebrated... it gives something to live for. if i cant have something to live for, i suppose i had better find something to die for...

Ok, I'll bite.

After reading this you appear needy, out of touch with reality and pretty much a basketcase of feelings and issues you have yet to resolve.
A girl that would be worth bothering with would want someone who is both grounded and affectionate and can handle himself in any situation.
That is unfortunately not your case...yet.

Ahhh grow up.

	27-06-2004 12:38									#161
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Addams Family sucks garbage

	27-06-2004 12:44									#162
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so i'm hopeless?

	27-06-2004 12:48									#163
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No dude you are NOT hopeless.

LTEC is being blunt but she is helping you out. You should listen to her. She said that you are not ready for that kind of thing and need to take a look at yourself with a few things first.

The very FIRST thing you need to do is unlearn all of that crap in movies and romance novels. Without a doubt, thinking that way only leads to disaster.

Everybody wants a fairy tale ending in their lives but demanding it now is not only selfish but counterproductive to what you are trying to achieve.

Have you tried being friends with some girls first?

	27-06-2004 12:50									#164
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ted, yes i have and it doesn't work. ends up having the situation of them liking some other guy and me feeling awkward and then them saying no i can't be with you ramsey because i dont want to hurt our friendship.

	27-06-2004 12:51									#165
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No your not hopeless & heck your very young....... there is plenty of time for what you may want out of life....... relax... breathe in............. breathe out......... repeat.........

ok heres my question LTEC do you have dual citizenship?

	27-06-2004 12:55									#166
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quote: Originally posted by Albert Speer ted, yes i have and it doesn't work. ends up having the situation of them liking some other guy and me feeling awkward and then them saying no i can't be with you ramsey because i dont want to hurt our friendship.

Okay so it sounds like you think you are inadequate and not worthy of having someone in your life.

Ask yourself what it is about you that makes you feel that way. Make a list and then proceed to cross them off. Get some tunnel vision and attack that sh1t like a wild animal and let nothing stop you until you cross every last one of those things off.

The very first thing I've noticed is that you don't like the way you look. Well, let me tell you, THAT IS THE EASIEST THING in the world to fix. It's the other stuff that is hard.

As for the harder stuff, the best thing you can do is to find something you are good at and make it your thing. If you find something that you have alot of esteem in, everything else just seems to take care of itself.

If you don't know what that "thing" is, then I AM TELLING YOU, go volunteer somewhere. It is like magic.

Let me also say that your situation is not unique (not to minimize it) but alot of 18 year olds feel the same way. In time you can be a Player like Park Avenue.

	27-06-2004 13:00									#167
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quote: Originally posted by Albert Speer so i'm hopeless?

Oh jeez, no.
But there are people who never mature. Please don't be one of those people.

	27-06-2004 13:01									#168
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quote: Okay so it sounds like you think you are inadequate and not worthy of having someone in your life. Ask yourself what it is about you that makes you feel that way.

well having been quickly cheated on and dumped by every girl who has shown interest in me... and how about the girl who said she would say yes to the next guy who asked her out but then said i was too ugly for her when i immediately asked her out. and she's a real nice girl who's been my friend for years so she wasnt a random *****. the sting of such an insult of fact is worse when it comes from a friend.

how is it easy to change the way i look? i'm not going to do plastic surgery to change my facial structure.

and i'm 19. im getting old

	27-06-2004 13:03									#169
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quote: Originally posted by CorpusScorpius No your not hopeless & heck your very young....... there is plenty of time for what you may want out of life....... relax... breathe in............. breathe out......... repeat......... ok heres my question LTEC do you have dual citizenship?

Nope.
Mexican citizen. No residency anywhere else.

	27-06-2004 13:03									#170
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but arent i mature? i never had that horny, rambucous teenager stage. i never did anything wrong; never rebelled; never did drugs; never had sex. i'm just a young man dreaming of better days... dreaming that he can reach the stars though he obviously never will. is that immature?

	27-06-2004 13:06									#171
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Changing the way you look is easy. Get 8 hours of sleep a night. Work out. Drink alot of water. Clean up your diet and take vitamins. Get a hair cut. Wear nice clothes instead of a t-shirt and old jeans. You don't have to spend a grip on it. If you can't dress yourself get a girl friend to help pick stuff out for you.

As for those girls, would you really want to be with someone who is that shallow anyway?

19 is not old that's part of your problem!!!!! You have your entire life ahead of you!!!!!!!!!

	27-06-2004 13:11									#172
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Ted striker:

i get more than 8 hours of sleep. i do work out though since i graduated high school, i havent been able to get in my daily hour or more of bball. i drink a gallon of water (and quite a lot of milk) a day. my diet may be rough i dont know. i have very short hair. my attire consists of Sean John, Rocawear, State Prop, etc. with Lugz boots so i'm wearing 200 dollars of clothes on me at all times. i even wear name brand boxer shorts.

thats the thing, ted. i try. i try my hardest and i seem to fail.

	27-06-2004 13:13									#173
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the problem, ted, isnt with my clothes. its my face. superficially, i'm good looking but somehow the bone structure or something doesnt work out. i mean my picture is right there under my screen-name. i'm not obviously ugly like i got deformed face or something but there's some inexplicible thing about me that is ugly

	27-06-2004 13:18									#174
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Its not how you dress it, its how you carry yourself.
If you portray yourself as a the puppy-love-awestricken-doormat...you won't get far in a relationship.
Ever thought of treating girls as equals??

BTW, not getting in trouble and not doing drugs just means that you didn't do it. On ocassion its better to live and learn than to just not have a life.

	27-06-2004 13:19									#175
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I don't know

Maybe you took one person's opinion to heart

Maybe your breath smells

The bone structure thing I don't buy

You know how brothers in the hood are always going after those big sistas? You know the ones with the big booties? I mean the ones so big you can put a drink on top? Well personally I don't think that's attractive but they seem to go nuts over it!

Anyway the point is don't let one person's opinon of you make your perception of yourself.

	27-06-2004 13:29									#176
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LTEC:

equal? women are god's most perfect creation... how can i or any man be equal to them?


Ted:

my breath doesn't smell. i have a constant supply of mints and tic tacs on the ready. and it would help if it wasnt just that one girl. it's continual.

its bizarre. i have random girls on the street telling me i look so cute but when it comes to a relationship, i'm suddenly ugly.

	27-06-2004 13:32									#177
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Man I would gladly change my age for yours (as long as I can keep the knowledge I have gained over the years) Do what TS said volunteer a little of your time for a worthwhile cause.. Maybe try dating some different types of females ( dont limit yourself to just one type or group of women) Its my understanding you are in college & more than likely on summer break... When you go back to school in the fall, there should be plenty of females at school....... LTEC is right be friends with the females you run across .... How you perceive yourself is how everyone will see you... Chin Up Back Straight ....

	27-06-2004 13:37									#178
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quote: Originally posted by Albert Speer LTEC: equal? women are god's most perfect creation... how can i or any man be equal to them?

That sort of syrupy horseshit would make most women puke. Just because you feel a need to feel inferior while putting women on a (rather patronizing) pedestal doesn't mean any woman is going to buy it. Except for a few minutes until it gets boring.

	27-06-2004 13:51									#179
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with women, you have to know that they too are fallible. they just don't want you to call them on it all the time--

in fact, they're like anybody else. they don't want you to make a big show of their weakness, but they want you, in any relationship, to know that it's there.

	27-06-2004 14:11									#180
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MtG:

quote: That sort of syrupy horseshit would make most women puke.

why does it seem that you have no love in your cold heart?


as hard as it may seem for you to believe, i'm a nice, sweet, and loving guy who wants to treat women right and his love perfectly. is there something wrong with this? is this horseshit? do i beget horseshit and drivel?