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OzzyKP
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Rockville, MD
Oct 1999
time: 00:37
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More f.cked up **** in Ozzy-land.
Ok....
Well I haven't seen her in three weeks. For the last week or two we were planning on her coming down (well me coming up, picking her up, and then coming down) for a few days this week. I was going to drive up tonight, drive back tomorrow morning. Then drive back up to drop her off Wednesday night.
I was looking forward to this because, of course I hadn't seen her in three weeks, and since she is going to Europe soon, probably won't see her for another three weeks.
Because of all this sh.t though, I had some pit in my gut that something was going to happen and she'd cancel. I f.cking hate being right.
Earlier this evening I got in the car and started driving to go get her, and I gave her a call to let her know I was on my way. She told me not to come. Said that her aunt and grandma were suddenly going to come to visit on Tuesday and she had to be there with them. She said she didn't know what to do. I told her to do whatever and I hung up.
I was so f.cking mad. I hadn't before considered ending it, but I was just furious and ready to just end it then. I figured I'd wait to see what she had to say when she called back. She didn't call back though for like 2 hours.
When she finally did call back she said that her mom lied to her. Her aunt and grandma weren't coming to visit, her mom told her that to stop her from going to see me.
She said she got in a big fight with her mom and said she is moving out as soon as she gets back from Europe. She says then she won't have to deal with all the BS from living at home with her mom, she'll have much more time to see me, and will be more independent.
I was still (and am still) quite pissed off though. The fact that her mom lied about the relitives doesn't change the fact that she dropped me right away upon finding that out. She says that "in my family it is always 'family first' no matter what". Well great. We talked about it all. I vented.
She did say though that when she moves out this won't really be an issue, because she'll be on her own and won't be beholden to her mother at every moment. Maybe I'm a sucker, but I've decided to stick around and see if things really are going to change, and if she really is going to move out. I really do love her but she is seriously on her last chance.
And we are going to end up seeing each other. I'll be driving up tomorrow morning though, cause she says there is no way her mom would let me spend the night.
So what do you think? Am I a sucker?
What does it mean to have a girl who puts family first when that family is evil?
Will moving away from her evil mother help matters? Or will her evil mother still **** with her life from afar?
If I one day marry this girl, am I going to be stuck with an evil mother-in-law? Or is that normal?
Even if her family wasn't evil, should the fact she decided to be home for her aunt & grandma (due to their last minute visit) and cancel our two week plans, be a deal breaker?
GGGRRRRRR....
What the f.ck is wrong with this woman?
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OzzyKP
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Rockville, MD
Oct 1999
time: 00:37
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Its all ****ing over now. We broke up. I can't fricken believe it. I'm so ****ing broken up right now.
I went up to pick her up yesterday morning, and drove back here. We spent the day together. She was a bit distant and closed off from me, but I didn't figure anything out. She didn't want to talk about anything, and I couldn't make her.
Last night she got a call from her Aunt. Apparently her mother called her aunt, someone she trusts actually, and filled her ear with all sorts of poison I suppose, including divulging the fact that we had slept together (she's 23, gimmie a break), and had her aunt call Cathy. Me, naive bastard I am, figured, based on our conversation on Sunday, that she finally made her mind up about the whole situation. She was moving out, and her mom is a manipulitive *****. I figured she'd be mad that her mom is now bringing her aunt into the mix and trying to further manipulate us.
I was wrong.
I let her have her privacy when she spoke to her aunt, so I don't know what was said, I think she listened more than anything. She didn't want to talk about it. I still didn't think anything was wrong. We went to bed, and in the morning I woke up find Cathy all packed up and dressed and sitting in the living room, in silence, waiting for me to wake up. I asked if she was leaving, she said yes.
I shoulda just dropped her off at the damn bus station, but I'm too much of a gentleman/sucker for that, so I drove her the whole ****ing way back to PA. She hardly said a word the whole ****ing trip. 2 and a half hours of virtual silence, both of us just stone faced. No explination or apology, just "I'm sorry I wasted your time". **** her.
The minute I dropped her off and the door closed I just ****ing lost it. I loved her. Idiot that I am, I actually thought we had a future together. I thought this was the one. I thought I found the woman I was going to marry. Bull ****ing ****.
I'm so ****ing mad and so ****ing grief stricken right now. **** the only person I really have to talk to about this is actually my ex-girlfriend, and she is in ****ing France now. So all I've got is ****ing ranting on a stupid ****ing computer gaming site. ****ing hell.
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Guynemer
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I'm very sorry Ozzy, you have my condolescenes.
When my ex-fiancee broke things off with me, I didn't have much more than ranting on this ****ing game website, but it actually did help me out. If you ever need to rant and rave or anything else, feel free to contact me.
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