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st_swithin
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10069
Nov 2002 time: 05:29
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I often wish someone would shoot me. I can't afford a gun.
Oh, and yesterday was Nikola Tesla's birthday.
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Albert Speer
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Puerile Polemic
Mar 1999 time: 00:29
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actually, gangs, as portrayed in movies and what not, are a rarity now... they were very common in the 80's and early 90's when i was growing up but my generation apparently never got into it too much so you'll never see gangs fighting over colours and **** like that. in some predominately white poor neighbourhoods in philly (in south and the northeast) you will see some people behaving like gangsters did ten years ago and they do criminal behaviour but i got a feeling they're more playing gangster than anything else, even if somebody does get killed.
the problem is crews... a drug dealer has a problem with someone, so he gets his friends to roll on whoever he got a problem with... some guy got a problem with another guy over a woman and they get their crews to fight it out... not gangs per se but thats whats most common here and thats what i suspect that incident i referred to in north philly was about... a conflict between individuals escalating into war between their friends.
there's also the matter of young boys playing tough... in all seriousness, most people my age are either drug dealers, drug addicts, in jail, or they're working a job and being good... the people who go around car-jacking, robbing random people, beating up people, toting guns, etc. are almost always 14 year old boys who run the streets, trying to play tough. they're also the ones who usually go around rolling on out of towners and claiming they repping Girard or Hunting Park or Olney or whatever...
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st_swithin
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10069
Nov 2002 time: 05:29
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No, people join gangs so they can kick the tar out of people like me, and have backup just in case I ever decide to try to fight back. That's REALITY - that's what I've been brought up in, it's what I see every day on the streets, it's how working in the industry has been - it's as all-pervasive as an audibly wet fart in a crowded elevator that's stuck between floors.
And it IS true - if I hadn't already messed up so many times to begin with, I wouldn't HAVE to wish someone would shoot me. I'm just a coward.
As my mom once told me, 'You can't even kill yourself right! Now we're gonna have to pay for the hospital bills! I hope you're proud of yourself!'
My inferiority complex is a Moebius strip.
I hate hospitals. I hate having to live in them, because everything smells like ammonia (or pee, same thing). I hate it because no matter how nice you try to be to people, or how much you try to make things better, they just eventually tell you to fvck off, or just shut up.
That's my other area of expertise: shutting the fvck up when I'm told to shut up. I'm just waiting til someone here tells me to shut up so I can stop with my own amateurish attempts at self-therapy. In fact, I don't even respond to the words anymore - you just have to shoot me a look like the way people in Hollywood look at homeless people.
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Albert Speer
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Puerile Polemic
Mar 1999 time: 00:29
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Pekka:
generally... i think the average young male's life goes something like this... at 12, he starts getting all hormonal and wanting to be tough and **** and tries to imitate what rappers talk about and what not and starts smoking and having sex and his friends start hanging around on the corner... by 14, they start playing gangster, getting a hold of guns, mugging people, beating up people, car-jacking, hollering Hunting Park up in here when they beat up out of towners etc. hell, some of my friends are seriously scared of the young boys in our neighbourhoods just because they're young, stupid, and got weapons and they're hyped enough to use them without thinking... by around 16 or 17 though, these young boys mature... a couple end up in juvenile detention, some 'find christ or allah' and fix themselves up, and most just plain grow out of it... their ties with their friends do remain strong and even if they're not running the street like they used to, if something goes down, it's like they're 14 again, busting rounds, except now, they're old enough and smart enough to cause some serious damage.
in fact with the young boys, three years ago or so, i related how i was attacked by several guys, some of whom had weapons, all over an incident with a girl (it was part of my infamous love life series )... i think that incident back when i was 15 kind of sums up how young boys are here at that age
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Albert Speer
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Puerile Polemic
Mar 1999 time: 00:29
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by the way, i'm waiting for one of apolyton's communists (perhaps chegitz or kidicious) who act like they know everything about poorer people, to claim that i dont know what i'm talking about...
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Albert Speer
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Puerile Polemic
Mar 1999 time: 00:29
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Pekka:
thats the strategy that philly has been using for at least 10 years now and it seems to be working alright... after school programs, basketball, tennis and fencing (i'm not making this up... there are seriously programs where inner city youth play tennis and fencing) etc. nevertheless, you still got boys who fall through the cracks and when summer rolls around, a lot of these programs temporarily shut down or if they're still running (like summer league, inter-mural bball), they don't keep kids occupied everyday of the summer
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Albert Speer
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Puerile Polemic
Mar 1999 time: 00:29
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Sava:
i know very little about rural poverty and though i'm sure biker gangs are a problem, i don't imagine huge gang problems in the country... maybe Flint Michagin or Gary Indiana got problems though... LA apparently still does. as for the inner city on the east coast... gangs as popularily pictured are dead.
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